Sometimes, I just find myself existing. Thankfully, it’s a rare occurrence. I can’t find the motivation to get anything done, not to create or update or fix. I sit, I vape, I can barely think. Everything just muddles down to nothing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s not like I haven’t tried to break through it. I tried working on my server, and I got a few things done, but I had to push myself just to get the few changes made and I took no satisfaction in their completion. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t want to watch a movie, work on code, listen to music, read a book, write, script, or anything else. I’m both the cause and solution of my problem. I’m bored. And I hate it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Featured image is of what my mind looks like on the inside right now \ud83d\ude28.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sometimes, I just find myself existing. Thankfully, it’s a rare occurrence. I can’t find the motivation to get anything done, not to create or update or fix. I sit, I vape, I can barely think. Everything just muddles down to nothing. It’s not like I haven’t tried to break through it. I tried working on […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":413,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-414","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-misc"],"yoast_head":"\n