Sometimes, I just find myself existing. Thankfully, it’s a rare occurrence. I can’t find the motivation to get anything done, not to create or update or fix. I sit, I vape, I can barely think. Everything just muddles down to nothing.
It’s not like I haven’t tried to break through it. I tried working on my server, and I got a few things done, but I had to push myself just to get the few changes made and I took no satisfaction in their completion.
I don’t want to watch a movie, work on code, listen to music, read a book, write, script, or anything else. I’m both the cause and solution of my problem. I’m bored. And I hate it.
Featured image is of what my mind looks like on the inside right now 😨.